It could be this way forever.

23 November 2009

THIS IS GONA BE AN ANGSTY POST.

To clear things once and for all, I am the purest thing of all mankind.

HAHA okay I tried to put whatever I wanted to say in a more subtle way cos I think this is kinda random but, I still mean it nontheless. My life is not complicated, its plain jane. Boring but safe. I rather play it this way hahaha.

Okay said my peace of mind. I'm done with this post!

19 November 2009

Why is my life so sad? Wait, I don't even have a life. Everytime after school or attachment I feel like a zombie and all I can think about is crashing on my comfy bed and sleep like there's no tmr. I don't even have the energy to go out and have fun. Zzz I wonder how socialites or even normal working people live the night life and go to work like normal the next day. I.will.probably.just.die.

Today's attachment is one of the best yet :) Sports medicine ftw! Can't wait to major in it I don't think I'll change my mind about it. It was fun esp with the wakeboarderess around. Hahaha there were still sleepy moments though.

Then Hog's breath with the three of the usuals omg it sucks zzz really waste my money somemore I have been saving up just to eat at that stupid expensive place omg waste money waste my time zzz zzz zzz

Then came the perfect moment for the night :) :) :) Hahahahahaha 5 mins of short lived happiness at least I had the privilege to savour those moments. Hehehe :)

Kayers putting that aside I don't think I can wake up so anat class tmr, so bye bye to the fifth week of class at eight! Lol just go to school at ten for Kine. I must.

And my dying bank account has like um, twenty four cents or smthg hahaha tell me how to go bkk like that. Another plan saving failed again, miserably. Sigh.

Okayzzz on my way to L land now gnight pigs :)

17 November 2009

NAISE ONE LA

I just received a few emails on counselling workshops or one to one talk for people who are lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender...........

ZZZZ

My hands are very itchy. I'm like mother effing broke but I want to shop, buy smthg to make my fingers not itchy. HAHA I suck srsly cannot make it in any money saving plans. The only way to curb this stupid habit of mine is to starve. And this perfectly blends in with my diet plan. Perfect-o!

I knew it now what time alr and I gotta wake up at 7 plus for school tmr I knew it I knew it! Zzz and I know I'm mother slow but I finished the whole season one and two of gossip girl already. Hahaha now I have missing episodes of season three so I'm waiting for some kind soul to donate their videos to me. Heeeheeeeeee.

Yay last week of attachment and hopefully we all can go to Body Worlds next week. I'm looking forward to it I'm glad I've overcomed this fear that allowed me to see so much more rather than myself stuck under the umbrella. The light that does wonders.

Zzz haven't even pack my bag yet I'm not training this week heh

In case you thought it was this way, I actually meant the exact opposite. It doesn't work when you don't reply.

16 November 2009

Didn't know you could do this to me.

11 November 2009

Now I believe forever isn't eternity, bcos she just said it. In a subtle way of cos, no one wld throw the point straight across. But we all know its just one of the white lies that we used to comfort each other.

The days have been passing fast and I'm surprised it isn't stabbing my heart. The prescence used to create huge pumping reaction but its slowly dying down... Or has it died down? I guess the weekend will prove my concluded theory.

I am dead tired with an injury to go along with it. An old time injury that wouldn't leave me alone till death do us apart. Ha Ha Ha. But nonetheless I shall conquer this stupid ankle of mine and move on to find new prosthetics to replace this damaged fool.

And so as I would say to you.

09 November 2009

I don't want to lose this battle but I think I already did :(

Byebye tgwtpb :( :(

07 November 2009

My.

When they say life can be a bitch sometimes, I disagree. More like it is a bitch everytime. Especially if you happen to have the same character as me, being some retard and all. Haha okay la not so bad. At least I still try so if its like that then I will be happy the way it is :)

My vision doesn't need to be sweetened anymore :) Though the possibility equals zero but it shld keep me going for at least a month. I only need them when the level of happiness dies down. But I have faith, its going to be more than a month. Too damn hot~

Finally some time to watch tv and use the com. Shall go offline to do some stuff now. Byeeeeeee

tgwtpb :}